Lying

once I had a place in life
once I didn't feel this way
nothing mattered
no one cared
that was that
and we went on with our lives

this dream didn't feel
so important
I thought there'd be something else
but when everything falls apart
it's all I have left
and what good does it do me

once I didn't worry
about where I led myself
drowning in the remnants
of what could've been
doubting they ever had a chance

this dream never swayed
and it's brought me nothing
there has to be something else
but I'm tired of lying
it's all that I want
it's all that I have
why can't it be good enough

once I didn't mind
that I was headed nowhere
it had no affect on me
looking back
I can't regret
there's nothing else I could've done

(oh well)

there has to be something else
but I'm tired of lying

Lyrics and Music by Claire Raby