posted by rosebleed @ 2:50 AM
I'm stuck here only because
I don't know where to go
and if I had what I wanted
would I even know
and would all I've dreamed of
swiftly come and go
leaving me to wonder
why I'd never known
I turn the page
but everything's the same
I just can't change
this faulty view today
I'll never change
faulty eyes
battered sight
I know someday
I'll be the one that's right
I wait here only because
I have nowhere to go
and if I knew what I wanted
could I even come close
does everything just fall apart
I don't even know where to start
tear off the page
it's useless to remain
I am a vessel
in which nothing is contained
I am a victim
of my unrelenting ways
I am the broken platter
no one wants to save
regretful matters
repeat over
faltered sight
full of fright
staring outward
but looking only inside
fault lies in my
faulty eyes
this is a very beautiful song, but I'm going to hate it forever because it's been the bane of my existence for years. now that it's finished I know I'm never going to be satisfied with it and will probably never want to play it. but I added some flute to the song and it's really pretty, reminds me of some song I played in band. I wish I was better at playing flute, I'm surprised I was doing as well as I was. this recording isn't going to make it online because it has too many mistakes. once I'm comfortable with the song I'll make a real recording. it's late, songwriting makes me a night owl. :(
