posted by rosebleed @ 9:12 PM
I don't seek people out, I wait for them to come to me, and because of this, I only get people that I would never in my right mind play with. I need to hear someone play/sing and be really impressed and I need them to be likeable and tolerable and a friend. I just learned the third vocal part to sleeper car, I don't have a 4-track or an amp to record it on (and no one is here! grr) and even if I did, I don't have a band that I could play it with. I'm probably going to play tomorrow night at the rec center (will add to shows page shortly) and I'd love to play it, but it's a difficult song to pull off with one person (even nina gordon couldn't do it)... I know that I'm young and I have many years ahead of me to continue looking (or be lucky enough not to have to) but I can't give up and I can't actively do it! It's just like everything else that I do wrong in life... I want to play my new song tomorrow too, but I'm never gonna finish it.. it shouldn't be this difficult! geesh!
on 01/11/04 at 11:43pm, rosebleed wrote: did you know that I play the flute too? I haven't really played in a long time though, I was never terribly good at it, I mean I can play anything by ear, but I have no speed and such